FIRE CROTCH

This weekend Danny finally told Dale what his slut of a girlfriend had done. The sad part is, even after Dale found out (again) Carly kept lying, what a fucker. But finally we got everyone to turn on her. It's funny how pathetic she looks to everyone, and how much people say about her. I mean come on, Dale deserves someone who doesn't look like there ten and haven't even gone through puberty. No one likes a lying whore, who most likely has herpes, gonorrhea, syphilis, and maybe even HIV.


I'm usually not this mean, but its too easy to make fun of this girl!

"It's such an interesting world"

I am home sick, although I wouldn't even begin to consider myself ill. I am exhausted, and since I have a horrid cough my mom believed me when I told her I am too sick to get out of bed. I do this quite often, and usually feel guilty for it, but today I am using this time I have alone to do make-up work, therefore I don't feel like my lie was entirely wrong.
I am in a strange mood right now. It's not an unfamiliar mood though, just strange. I get this way a lot, when I feel as if everything seems so intricate, and everything just might be, for once, how I want it to be. And it's somewhat strange to me that I happen to be in such a great mood. A few weeks ago, I decided I want to go off my medicine, which is supposed to help me with my horrible mood swings. But I feel exactly the same as i did while I was on it. Maybe I'm better now?
This weekend was a boring one, nothing happened that I feel is significant. I hate weekends like that. You know, the ones where if someone asks you how it was, the answer might be "boring", or "nothing special happened". The only thing that I would consider a good part of my weekend, was yesterday. Me and Jessie walked to her neighbor's house with the hope to ride her horses. She had told us the weekend before that we could. But when we got there no one was home, and Jessie's neighbor had asked us if we could clean her sons room. Before we cleaned it we sat on the boy's tree fort. It was peaceful and I felt like I was a young kid again. Later when Cathy got home we decided we didn't have enough time to ride, so instead we brushed a few of Cathy's horses. It was pleasing to me, because ever since I can remember I have always had a large spot for horses in my heart.

This weekend was extremely random! I don't even know where to start. Me and the twins got ditched the night before we were supposed to go to Six Flags and stay over night there (which we had all been planning for months now). So we had to find something else to do at 11 o'clock, because are parents thought we were going. So we hung out with the most random people. I love hanging out with Sarah and Michelle, because you never know what your gonna do, and we always have the best time together.

Autumn

I step outside and immediately a smile spreads across my face. It is cold outside, but to me the weather is faultless. When I look around me all I can see is the vivid foliage, and the small animals hustling around for food. I take a deep breath and close my eyes. I smell the welcoming, familiar scent of Autumn. Sitting on the front steps I embrace the beginning of this season. For a brief moment everything seems perfect. I feel as if all the stress I hold inside is released with every breath I take. Looking up at the sky I thank god for this astounding day.

Life?

Today was the 4th day of school. I seriously hope this year is better than freshmen and sophomore year. I have found that I can't afford to slack any longer. I feel as if my future is so much closer than it has ever been before, which is inevitable. But it just recently hit me how fast time goes by, and it frightens me. I need to do well this year, or my life is ruined. I need to grow up!

She's Leaving Home

My older sister is going to college tomorrow! It's going to be so weird without her always here. Its strange to think that I have lived with her forever, for 16 years, and now shes leaving forever. I will never live with Maureen again. It hasn't quite hit me yet though. Shes going to U-Mass Amherst, which is two and a half hours away, so it isn't that bad. But I am still sad that she is leaving. Now it's only going to be me, and my little brother. This is going to be a strange time.