Summah

Wow! I haven't been on in so long thanks to my diligent summer job as a nanny. This summer was as boring as I expected it to be, and once again I can't seem to wait for school. I don't understand it really, seeing as though while I am in the jail-like building all I can seem to think about is 2:00pm, but while I am supposed to be having vacation all I can think about is school.
Besides the fact that I haven't really done anything this summer, I still feel like I've had a pretty eventful season. In Massachusetts (where I have been living), I have realized that I can handle being away from home for long periods of time, thus I have become more certain in my future plans of joining the Army. As a matter of fact I am becoming more and more compassed with this chapter of my life and more ready for the next.

I hate the winter in Lexington

The floor is wet with the snow melting/The grass is dead, the trees are dead/No movement as I stare into the distance/Stillness, killing me with each second/Why must you take so long?/My memories of you are fine ones/They are distant/They are missed greatly/If you were here maybe I'd be better/You will be here soon they say/But I wish for you now/My eyes are closed tightly to stop the tears/I try to see you, I try to feel you/For a moment the urge subsides allowing me to breath/For a moment I can see your warm face reassuring me

Regionals

I can't believe it. This weekend at regionals Savage/Love won! We all had no idea this was going to happen, but we ended up getting 2 out of 3 perfect scores and we actually made a judge cry haha! To top it all of, all of our cast and crew won individual awards. I am so excited for states!!!

Junior

Junior year is flying by! I can't believe it's already 2009, and in April I will be on my way to Spain! I can't wait to go, I need to get out of here. I can't wait to be in Europe again. Honestly moving from Belgium to Maine killed me. Although I am finally beginning to like it here, I need to travel. I haven't been on a plane in 5 years!
Also I might be going to Florida for February break! Me and Lateaka might go stay with my aunt in uncle in Flagler Beach. I really want to go, I just want to see palm trees and be able to swim in an ocean with out becoming blue and numb.

FIRE CROTCH

This weekend Danny finally told Dale what his slut of a girlfriend had done. The sad part is, even after Dale found out (again) Carly kept lying, what a fucker. But finally we got everyone to turn on her. It's funny how pathetic she looks to everyone, and how much people say about her. I mean come on, Dale deserves someone who doesn't look like there ten and haven't even gone through puberty. No one likes a lying whore, who most likely has herpes, gonorrhea, syphilis, and maybe even HIV.


I'm usually not this mean, but its too easy to make fun of this girl!

"It's such an interesting world"

I am home sick, although I wouldn't even begin to consider myself ill. I am exhausted, and since I have a horrid cough my mom believed me when I told her I am too sick to get out of bed. I do this quite often, and usually feel guilty for it, but today I am using this time I have alone to do make-up work, therefore I don't feel like my lie was entirely wrong.
I am in a strange mood right now. It's not an unfamiliar mood though, just strange. I get this way a lot, when I feel as if everything seems so intricate, and everything just might be, for once, how I want it to be. And it's somewhat strange to me that I happen to be in such a great mood. A few weeks ago, I decided I want to go off my medicine, which is supposed to help me with my horrible mood swings. But I feel exactly the same as i did while I was on it. Maybe I'm better now?
This weekend was a boring one, nothing happened that I feel is significant. I hate weekends like that. You know, the ones where if someone asks you how it was, the answer might be "boring", or "nothing special happened". The only thing that I would consider a good part of my weekend, was yesterday. Me and Jessie walked to her neighbor's house with the hope to ride her horses. She had told us the weekend before that we could. But when we got there no one was home, and Jessie's neighbor had asked us if we could clean her sons room. Before we cleaned it we sat on the boy's tree fort. It was peaceful and I felt like I was a young kid again. Later when Cathy got home we decided we didn't have enough time to ride, so instead we brushed a few of Cathy's horses. It was pleasing to me, because ever since I can remember I have always had a large spot for horses in my heart.

This weekend was extremely random! I don't even know where to start. Me and the twins got ditched the night before we were supposed to go to Six Flags and stay over night there (which we had all been planning for months now). So we had to find something else to do at 11 o'clock, because are parents thought we were going. So we hung out with the most random people. I love hanging out with Sarah and Michelle, because you never know what your gonna do, and we always have the best time together.